I'm sorry that it has been so long sicne I last wrote on my blog. I'm just really not good at journalling and blogging.
Living in Japan has still be amazing. I'm no longer buying like tourist, which is good. This way I can actually make a bit of money off of my scholarship.
During Golden Week (GW), a week of Japan's national holidays that are somewhat of a spring break for the country, we kicked it off with going to get parfaits (huge parfaits! They give Americans grief for our large portions!) with my tutor, Natsue, at an Italian styled restaurant. It was really good.
On Sunday of GW, Rachel, Christina, Aki (our friend from Taiwan) and I went to Yonezawa Matsuri (matsuri means festival) and met up with Christina's tutor, Risa. We wandered around the shops and saw many cool things. We then went to the big Jinja, Shinto shrine, to do a traditional prayer. First you cleanse yourself in the traditional way. Then you walk up the stairs and put in a small money donation. Next you take the big rope and ring the gong or bell twice. Then you clap twice and then you can send your prayer. Then we were able to see a famous battle reenactment. We were kind of far away, so we ended up leaving early and going to an Okonomiyaki restaurant. Okonomiyaki is like a Japanese omelet. At the restaurant, they bring you the bowl of what you ordered and you make it yourself on the grill in the middle of the table. For someone as poorly skilled at the art of cooking as I am that was quite a frightening prospect. But I flipped it fine and it actually didn't fall apart one me! Unfortunately, this day was the day my camera finally stopped working. Rest in peace little camera!
The next day, we went to participate in a race that we have been preparing for almost since we got into Yamagata. The Kaminoyama Race was a short train ride away. For this race, you have to dress up in a costume that fits whatever theme you pick and you run in pairs, carrying a palquinn with 20 kilgrams in the middle. We were the Gaikoku Cats, which means foreigner cats. So we all dressed up as black and white cats and you have to decorate your palaquinn to fit your theme. Some of the costumes were so intense! During the race, we had to run with people that were better at Japanese than us because they sometimes shout trivia at you while you're running and you have to answer it or there are little assignments that you have to do during your leg. During my leg, we had to drink 3 bottles of this carbonated cider. My partner almost died having to run more after drinking it. After the race was over, many of the news teams wanted to interview us, because we were foreigners and they don't get many of those. Some of us made it on national TV! The most of me that made it was my arm when I was carrying the palaquinn over to the car. Next was the awards ceremony where we actually won an award, a special award. By special award they really just mean a special award with no additional attached meaning. We think that we won it because not only were we the only team with white girls, white people at all, we were all white. Not even the foreigner guys' team had any white people. But, because we one that award, we got a bottle of Sake, a trophy, a certificate and we won enough money to take about 20 people to a fancy restaurant, rent out the traditional room and each get the equivalent of $50 each from the money that was left over. Not bad, eh? It pays to be white.
The last thing that we did for Golden Week was to take all of our tutors and the two going to CSU next semester to bowling! It was so much fun, but the Japanese people whipped out incredible skill out of nowhere to completely demolish the Americans. So much for it being the American sport. You know its bad when my score was half of my team of 4's score. The two girliest girls of the group were by far the best of the girls and Hideto was amazing as well. Apparently he would go once every week his freshman year of college. Luckily, on the second game, we were able to mix it up. My team was doing well and winning until the last frame, when all of the sudden Hideto get's 2 strikes and 9 pins in the last frame. He pulled his team ahead and they one by 1 point! Hideto's on my team next time.
After bowling, we decided to make them go to the attached arcade to play Dance Dance Revolution, because three of them had never played. One of the stereotypes we had of Japanese people was that they had all played at least once. So we decided to introduce all of them too it. The Americans did better than the Japanese at Dance Dance Revolution. Which country do you think is the nerdier one now?
The Sunday after Golden Week, which was Mother's day, we went out to Karaoke with Hideto, Hideto's friend Jiro, Zaiga (a girl from Latvia), and Aki. Man did we ever bust it out. Jiro surprised all of us and was the first to go. Normally Japanese people are very shy, but it really helped to make all of comfortable enough to sing. Aki-san impressed all of us when she puleld out this amazing Chinese rap song.
The Wednesday after Mother's Day, we got to go to a very Traditional Tea house for culture class. It was so beautiful inside and especially outside. The landscape was beautiful. It was so frustrating to not have my camera, but I felt betterr once I found out that we would be coming back next week to put on Kimono. So the same place of the Kimono pictures is the Tea House.
Except on Tuesday, two Japanese girls stopped us to ask if we would mind helping them practice their English. So we met Shohi, Tami and their sensei. We have set up to meet every Tuesday at 4:30 to help them practice English and us to practice our Japanese. They will speak English to us and we will speak Japanese to them. We will see how well that goes. They also were realyl excited to meet us. So we are in the process of setting up a time to watch a movie and have an okonomiyaki party at Shohi's apartment. They were super nice.
We didn't do much else until one week later when we went back to the tea house to put on Kimono. This was on May 20th, Matt and my one year anniversary of dating! So I wanted to do something special for him even though I am so far away and he won't be getting his gift until he flies out. That is why I am holding the sign in one of the kimono pictures. It was so intense to put on the kimono and not to mention hot! I was already feeling really hot in just shorts! Then to put on layers of Kimono? But they were so pretty. I was one of the last people to be put into my kimono that was chosen for us by picking out a random number from a tin can and that was our kimono. But I was considered to be a big person, os they had to switch me to another one. I ended up being really happy, because the first one was mostly yellow and I look terrible in yellow.
Instead, I got a marriage kimono with the long sleeves and everything! The old women were funny when they were helping me to put on my kimono, because they didn't think that I understood what they were saying about my chest size. One of them kept smacking my butt and I was thinking "no matter how much you smakc it, it won't get smaller." If you ever want to put on a kimono with little Japanese ladies helping you, this is the normal treatment. I had two to five people helping me put the kimono on, but normally it was four. This was weird and kind of scary because everyone else at most had two and usually just had one. But mine took so much longer to put on. So when I walked out of the room, I got an applause from the entire class.
Next we had a lecture on the history of kimono and then a demonstration of tying an obi properly with help and by yourself. I could never do it by myself. It is so hard. After that, they wanted to show us a traditional marriage picture and I was the one that got to do it! They were so picky on the placement of your feet, how to show off the kimono, where each individual finger goes and everything. So, now I have a husband. I got married! It was funny because the week before when we were doing tea ceremony, our sensei was joking about Gon-san (a Korean friend) and I getting married when they were describing how many weddings take place there. Then the next week we actually did! Creepy foreshadowing. Then we got to walk around and take a bunch of pictures. It was so much fun. The woman who helped me take off my kimono was really nice and kept telling me how good my Japanese was when I was able to understand her questions and answer properly. She was cute.
Not much else has happened.
Today we are going to Kaiten Zushi, the sushi that comes around on the conveyer belt and you chose the ones you want, with our Latvian friends, Aki and some other gaikokujin (foreigners). We're really excited.
Then on Sunday, we are going to Yamadera (look it up on wikipedia) to climb 1000 stairs... yay. Then afterwards we are going to a bar with all of our of-age Japanese friends.
Then the Sunday after we're heading back to the Karaoke Box to meet some more Japanese friends.
Jya Mata! (See you later!)
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
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Japan so far.
Japan has been so much fun so far. All of the people I met, I hope to remember. There are so many and they have all been so nice to me. From the woman I sat next to on the airplane who was a Japanese teacher and was willing to help me on the plane ride to the Aoki's for letting me stay in their beautiful house. Even, Manami-san who has helped us set up alien registration, a bank account, get cell phones and then help us get our phones operating, our tutors and the future CSU exchange students. Even the Internation Student Center office has had to put up with me for almost everyday that we've had class so far, because I have had so many questions. They know me already. In just 3 weeks, I have had so many fun and funny experiences and met awesome people.
The unbelievable feeling of being in a country that I never thought I'd get to see in person still hasn't worn off. It's such a fascinating country with so many facets and traditions.
It's been fun trying to settle into a country that I've never been before. Luckily, we live close to Yamazawa, which I think of as the Japanese Rite Aid with a grocery floor and Jujiya, which also has necessities. It was fun to discover the Japanese Wal-mart, Jusco, with the Latvian exchange students who showed us where the stop for the free bus to Jusco was. Before we bought any dishes for cooking, we ate a restaraunt where you order via vending machine and you give the ticket to the waiter. You can get anything in Japan via vending machines. Every half block, there is a vending machine or three. (There are a bunch of coke ones too that I took a picture of for Mom and I got a Coke can just for her.) Just watching TV to figure out weather and news is interesting. We like to watch the kids' shows such as 英語であそぼ, which means "Let's play in English." and Battle Spirits.
I have been the navigator by looking for landmarks to help us find our way. We live close to a rainbow tower, which is the 映画館, movie theater and also by a 7/11 (which is way better here than in America. They have the best melon bread and anpan!). It took us a while to figure out all of the twists and turns to walk from the 山形国際交流会館, the International House, to 山形大学, Yamagata University.
It was so intense to see the old castle in かじょ公園. It is one of the last remaining examples of earlyEdo period of the early 1300s. Seeing an ancient Japanese castle was in the top ten things that I never thought I'd get to see in person. I'm still in awe that I can walk 20 minutes to see it. Most of the castle is destroyed, but the wall still remains. It is the best place in Yamagata City to see 花見, cherry blossom viewing, because it has over 1,500 sakura trees!
So... unfortunately, I'm not just here for vacantion. About classes, it has been a struggle since I found out that there is even a placement 試験, test. Let me just start out by saying, that the placement test was not even close to being an accurate display of our skill with Japanese. I was so dissappointed with myself that I only made it into Upper Elementary Japanese after 2 1/2 years of study. After going to the first class of Japanese 2, I felt a lot more confident in my Japanese. I was a star student! That just isn't right. I was far above even the best student in the class. My work was being used as the sheet for otehr students to check their own work. I knew I was in too low of a level. They still weren't even using kanji on a regular basis.
I decided to start going to the Intermediate classes instead and talked to the woman in charge of my placement, 黒沢先生, Kurosawa-sensei. She said that I was allowed to try going to the intermediate classes and if both the intermediate sensei and I thought that was a good level for me, I could take it. Well even the intermediate was easy. We knew pretty much all of the grammar points. Where we're a little weak is all of the grammar. This is how we began to realize that the placement test wasn't at all accurate. Beecken-sensei taught us so much grammar, so quickly and efficiently that we are way ahead in grammar points. Ah well. They will help me with my listening and vocabulary. The only hard class is going to be kanji, because even the context clues for new kanji are with more new kanji. The best class will definitely be the Japanese Culture class. Our first class, we just walked to go see Sakura nad that was it!
Things done so far:
*We watched Okuribito with the Latvian exchange students, which is a movie that is set in Yamagata. Since Yamagata is considered small and rural by Japanese standards (which it's not!), they are all excited about it.
*Become an official alien resident of Japan and fileld out forms in really complicated Japanese. Thank you Manami-san! We would be dead without her or worse. She has saved us so many times. We're going to get her a good gift before we leave. She is our first 日本人の友達, Japanese friend.
*We got cell phones and went shopping at a Japanese Toys'r'us to get some board games for the apartment. It was fun to do it with Manami-san, who thought we were really funny. Plus we found the Mottainai book that Beecken-sensei read us and bought it! We were so excited that we e-mailed Beecken-sensei about it.
*I bought a new battery for my camera because I can't find out what is wrong with it. Unfortunately, it wasn't the battery. So, I spent $50 on a new one for no reason. I'll keep using it until I find out what is wrong with it and why it keeps flashing the evil orange light when I take a picture. It hasn't stunted the camera's performance at all. So, who knows?
*Did laundry and for the first time ever, used a clothes lines and air dried it. I miss having a dryer!!! Little did I realize how spoiled I am with dryer-access lol.
*We got to meet our Japanese tutors and the two students who are studying at CSU next semester (Hideto and Rina). We are already excited to help them out in Fort Collins!
*We got to take an "American-style" photo with a bunch of Koreans. We love the Koran foriegn exchange students. They are so funny. It is really amazing how people get so excited to hear that we are from America. America is considered fashionable and popular. I see so many English words on t-shirts, advertisements and buildings, because it is fashionable to have English, uch like we see a lot of Kanji on American clothing. They also want to practice their English and if you respond in Japanese, no matter how simple it is, they think it is amazing and say that we are really good at Japanese. So many want to ask us questions and take pictures. We haven't noticed any other foreign exchange students get quite the same reception we do, not even the Latvians who are white.
*We scared a group of little kids. We were walking behind them to go get some lunch. It was a slow trickle of little kids that began to realize that there were three white girls behind them. Once all of them realized it, they all started giggling. When we said hello to them in Japanese they started giggling harder, then screamed and ran away. We have even seen a group of boys wait to cross the street away from us so that they could say hello to us. They were pushging each otehr to go across the street, but others were pulling them back to wait for us. Today, I had a little boy come up by me and say English in Japanese and then he said "hello." His dad told him to practice his English by saying what is name was. It was cute cuz he got shy in the middle of the sentence and ran away. Its kind of like we are celbrities to them for being American.
*We got to see にんげんしょぎ, human shogi. Shogi is considered the Japanese equivalent to chess. Human shogi is similar to Wizard's chess in Harry Potter. It was a big festival in Tendo that we went to with one of our tutors and one of the future CSU student. It was so much fun and it was so nice of them to take us there. We had a lot of fun getting to know each other better and to watch all of the dances and the shogi. I have lots of videos and pictures!
Things to do:
*We are all participating in a festival during Golden Week where we do a traditional relay race where two people carry a 20kilogram apparatus and run. You dress up in costume and there are awards for quickest time, best costume, best performance and such. We are the 外国Cats, Gaikoku Cats. Gaikokujin means foreigner and since we are all foreign exchange students who will be dressed as cats, that's our name. The girl from Estonia, Angie, came up with it.
* See the Yamagata soccer team in action. There is a home game next weekend and there are advertisements for them everywhere.
*There is a circus coming throught! We want to go to that.
*We're excited to be going to an 温泉, onsen (Japanese hot spring), for class!
I will upload pictures and videos as soon as I am able!
The unbelievable feeling of being in a country that I never thought I'd get to see in person still hasn't worn off. It's such a fascinating country with so many facets and traditions.
It's been fun trying to settle into a country that I've never been before. Luckily, we live close to Yamazawa, which I think of as the Japanese Rite Aid with a grocery floor and Jujiya, which also has necessities. It was fun to discover the Japanese Wal-mart, Jusco, with the Latvian exchange students who showed us where the stop for the free bus to Jusco was. Before we bought any dishes for cooking, we ate a restaraunt where you order via vending machine and you give the ticket to the waiter. You can get anything in Japan via vending machines. Every half block, there is a vending machine or three. (There are a bunch of coke ones too that I took a picture of for Mom and I got a Coke can just for her.) Just watching TV to figure out weather and news is interesting. We like to watch the kids' shows such as 英語であそぼ, which means "Let's play in English." and Battle Spirits.
I have been the navigator by looking for landmarks to help us find our way. We live close to a rainbow tower, which is the 映画館, movie theater and also by a 7/11 (which is way better here than in America. They have the best melon bread and anpan!). It took us a while to figure out all of the twists and turns to walk from the 山形国際交流会館, the International House, to 山形大学, Yamagata University.
It was so intense to see the old castle in かじょ公園. It is one of the last remaining examples of earlyEdo period of the early 1300s. Seeing an ancient Japanese castle was in the top ten things that I never thought I'd get to see in person. I'm still in awe that I can walk 20 minutes to see it. Most of the castle is destroyed, but the wall still remains. It is the best place in Yamagata City to see 花見, cherry blossom viewing, because it has over 1,500 sakura trees!
So... unfortunately, I'm not just here for vacantion. About classes, it has been a struggle since I found out that there is even a placement 試験, test. Let me just start out by saying, that the placement test was not even close to being an accurate display of our skill with Japanese. I was so dissappointed with myself that I only made it into Upper Elementary Japanese after 2 1/2 years of study. After going to the first class of Japanese 2, I felt a lot more confident in my Japanese. I was a star student! That just isn't right. I was far above even the best student in the class. My work was being used as the sheet for otehr students to check their own work. I knew I was in too low of a level. They still weren't even using kanji on a regular basis.
I decided to start going to the Intermediate classes instead and talked to the woman in charge of my placement, 黒沢先生, Kurosawa-sensei. She said that I was allowed to try going to the intermediate classes and if both the intermediate sensei and I thought that was a good level for me, I could take it. Well even the intermediate was easy. We knew pretty much all of the grammar points. Where we're a little weak is all of the grammar. This is how we began to realize that the placement test wasn't at all accurate. Beecken-sensei taught us so much grammar, so quickly and efficiently that we are way ahead in grammar points. Ah well. They will help me with my listening and vocabulary. The only hard class is going to be kanji, because even the context clues for new kanji are with more new kanji. The best class will definitely be the Japanese Culture class. Our first class, we just walked to go see Sakura nad that was it!
Things done so far:
*We watched Okuribito with the Latvian exchange students, which is a movie that is set in Yamagata. Since Yamagata is considered small and rural by Japanese standards (which it's not!), they are all excited about it.
*Become an official alien resident of Japan and fileld out forms in really complicated Japanese. Thank you Manami-san! We would be dead without her or worse. She has saved us so many times. We're going to get her a good gift before we leave. She is our first 日本人の友達, Japanese friend.
*We got cell phones and went shopping at a Japanese Toys'r'us to get some board games for the apartment. It was fun to do it with Manami-san, who thought we were really funny. Plus we found the Mottainai book that Beecken-sensei read us and bought it! We were so excited that we e-mailed Beecken-sensei about it.
*I bought a new battery for my camera because I can't find out what is wrong with it. Unfortunately, it wasn't the battery. So, I spent $50 on a new one for no reason. I'll keep using it until I find out what is wrong with it and why it keeps flashing the evil orange light when I take a picture. It hasn't stunted the camera's performance at all. So, who knows?
*Did laundry and for the first time ever, used a clothes lines and air dried it. I miss having a dryer!!! Little did I realize how spoiled I am with dryer-access lol.
*We got to meet our Japanese tutors and the two students who are studying at CSU next semester (Hideto and Rina). We are already excited to help them out in Fort Collins!
*We got to take an "American-style" photo with a bunch of Koreans. We love the Koran foriegn exchange students. They are so funny. It is really amazing how people get so excited to hear that we are from America. America is considered fashionable and popular. I see so many English words on t-shirts, advertisements and buildings, because it is fashionable to have English, uch like we see a lot of Kanji on American clothing. They also want to practice their English and if you respond in Japanese, no matter how simple it is, they think it is amazing and say that we are really good at Japanese. So many want to ask us questions and take pictures. We haven't noticed any other foreign exchange students get quite the same reception we do, not even the Latvians who are white.
*We scared a group of little kids. We were walking behind them to go get some lunch. It was a slow trickle of little kids that began to realize that there were three white girls behind them. Once all of them realized it, they all started giggling. When we said hello to them in Japanese they started giggling harder, then screamed and ran away. We have even seen a group of boys wait to cross the street away from us so that they could say hello to us. They were pushging each otehr to go across the street, but others were pulling them back to wait for us. Today, I had a little boy come up by me and say English in Japanese and then he said "hello." His dad told him to practice his English by saying what is name was. It was cute cuz he got shy in the middle of the sentence and ran away. Its kind of like we are celbrities to them for being American.
*We got to see にんげんしょぎ, human shogi. Shogi is considered the Japanese equivalent to chess. Human shogi is similar to Wizard's chess in Harry Potter. It was a big festival in Tendo that we went to with one of our tutors and one of the future CSU student. It was so much fun and it was so nice of them to take us there. We had a lot of fun getting to know each other better and to watch all of the dances and the shogi. I have lots of videos and pictures!
Things to do:
*We are all participating in a festival during Golden Week where we do a traditional relay race where two people carry a 20kilogram apparatus and run. You dress up in costume and there are awards for quickest time, best costume, best performance and such. We are the 外国Cats, Gaikoku Cats. Gaikokujin means foreigner and since we are all foreign exchange students who will be dressed as cats, that's our name. The girl from Estonia, Angie, came up with it.
* See the Yamagata soccer team in action. There is a home game next weekend and there are advertisements for them everywhere.
*There is a circus coming throught! We want to go to that.
*We're excited to be going to an 温泉, onsen (Japanese hot spring), for class!
I will upload pictures and videos as soon as I am able!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Preparing for Japan
Life is so crazy. I still don't believe that I'm going to be in Japan in 18 days. I feel as though this is a dream and I am the fool who has confused it with reality. I'm in the final stages of preparation and its nerve-wrecking. What if I don't get things done in time? What if I find that I am unprepared or have forgotten something critical? What do I do if something goes wrong abroad? All of these what if's with no reassurance. I'm going to be living in a country that I have never been to before for 4 1/2 months... that alone is scary. Right now, I'm waiting for my Certificate of Eligibility (COE) to return from japan so that I can get my student visa so that I can actually enter the country. To get my student visa, I still need to apply, but can't until I receive the original copy of my COE. Then I need to have an interview with the Consolate of Japan in Denver and then wait five days to get it... I'm scared that I won't get it done in time.
I'm also waiting for my loan to come through. I especially need that money now that I found out that I still owe CSU money, because I didn't get my COF fund this semester. Since I'm not going to be going to school in Colorado, I'm not eligible. I have a bit of money saved up, but not enough to let me rest easier at night.
I also discovered a virus on my computer and I need to get that taken care of before I leave. I also need to do my taxes, apply for FAFSA, figure out my cell phone situation for while I'm in Japan, figure out where I'm staying the first night there, figure out the Shinkansen (bullet train), get the photo for my International Student Identification Card (ISIC), find out where I'm living when I get back, try to find out what to do if I get jury duty notice while I'm away... and stay sane... It isn't working.
There are so many things to do. I wish I had more information. I wish things would go faster so that I could get them out of the way, such as waiting for my COE to arrive. Waka Koyama, my contact at my Japanese university, said that it should arrive by the 16th or 17th. I want it now. My nerves are heightened by the infamous bad luck of Friday the 13th and I'm sick of doing prep work for this trip. I just want to be there, settled in and experience a different side of life and be forever changed by it. This is experience is worth it, I just wish it wasn't such a pain in the ass to get ready for.
On the bright side. I did yet another practice pack and all of my stuff fits this time! But how much does it weigh? I bought a scale to try and figure it out, but who knows? Also, Christina is talkinging to her host parents to see if I might also be able to stay that first night since I'm having such trouble contacting my hotel in Yamagata about a late-check-in. Also, she and I were thinking of rooming in a townhouse with two of her friends when I get back for only $300 a month. It's just a bit far from campus and my two jobs being that its on Shields and Horsetooth. We'll see how everything goes.
I'm getting sentimental now and looking at all of the things I'm going to miss and realizing that when I get back, a lot of my comfort may disappear into the mists of foggy memory. A turning point of my life is breathing at my door and in 18 days I close my eyes and open it, hoping it won't be too feral.
I'm also waiting for my loan to come through. I especially need that money now that I found out that I still owe CSU money, because I didn't get my COF fund this semester. Since I'm not going to be going to school in Colorado, I'm not eligible. I have a bit of money saved up, but not enough to let me rest easier at night.
I also discovered a virus on my computer and I need to get that taken care of before I leave. I also need to do my taxes, apply for FAFSA, figure out my cell phone situation for while I'm in Japan, figure out where I'm staying the first night there, figure out the Shinkansen (bullet train), get the photo for my International Student Identification Card (ISIC), find out where I'm living when I get back, try to find out what to do if I get jury duty notice while I'm away... and stay sane... It isn't working.
There are so many things to do. I wish I had more information. I wish things would go faster so that I could get them out of the way, such as waiting for my COE to arrive. Waka Koyama, my contact at my Japanese university, said that it should arrive by the 16th or 17th. I want it now. My nerves are heightened by the infamous bad luck of Friday the 13th and I'm sick of doing prep work for this trip. I just want to be there, settled in and experience a different side of life and be forever changed by it. This is experience is worth it, I just wish it wasn't such a pain in the ass to get ready for.
On the bright side. I did yet another practice pack and all of my stuff fits this time! But how much does it weigh? I bought a scale to try and figure it out, but who knows? Also, Christina is talkinging to her host parents to see if I might also be able to stay that first night since I'm having such trouble contacting my hotel in Yamagata about a late-check-in. Also, she and I were thinking of rooming in a townhouse with two of her friends when I get back for only $300 a month. It's just a bit far from campus and my two jobs being that its on Shields and Horsetooth. We'll see how everything goes.
I'm getting sentimental now and looking at all of the things I'm going to miss and realizing that when I get back, a lot of my comfort may disappear into the mists of foggy memory. A turning point of my life is breathing at my door and in 18 days I close my eyes and open it, hoping it won't be too feral.
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